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Grown up. Apparently have been for a while now. Give me pancakes and science and good music.




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12.12.2017.

about that day...

What if on that day I'm always talking about
the world didn't fall into place
but rather shift?
What if what was meant to be was simply
a part of a bigger picture
that I get to paint?
What if I've been a mess not because I can't deal with things
but rather things are just a little off axis
like when you move your couch two centimeters to the left
and it looks the same
but you keep sitting down too far to one side.
And what if things are starting to shift back now
and I'm not sure if I want them to?
Will I feel the fall as hard as I felt the shift?

11.12.2017.

update

Nije kod mene sve depresivno i (ne)poetično u životu, samo mi je iz nekog razloga ovih dana lakše razmišljati tako što nabacam rečenice jednu ispod druge and I call it a day.
Vukota se i dalje ženi, za nekih desetak dana, ja i dalje izbjegavam informacije o tome.
Ne znam jel se iko sjeća kad sam pisala kako neko ima momka koji mi se ne sviđa (brada boy, remember guys?), ali, ispade da sam bila u pravu i da su prekinuli.
U petak je svirka o kojoj pričam već mjesec dana, za koju mi je rekla da idemo, i danas govori 'jao vidjet ću kakva bude situacija'. Situacija. Buraz.
Vidi. Pogledaj.
Sve mi ne bude žao što sam se onda vratila kući kad je kasnila.
I eto tako, nisam danas otišla na fakultet, čekam dvoje rezultate i odoh da učim.
Sinoć sam pročitala Fuck love u jednom sjedenju (ležanju heh) and I still have feels.
Boli me glava jer sam zaspala u 5.


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